The past couple days have been hard. Iâ€™ve been extremely fatigued, irritable and Iâ€™ve fallen back on some unhealthy coping skills, such as binge eating. I donâ€™t know why, but Iâ€™m just exhausted. It hurts to move.
Tomorrow I get another ECT, so maybe itâ€™ll reset my brain and Iâ€™ll get back on track. Things were going well up until a couple days ago. I have a lot to look forward to.
We leave for San Antonio in just an hour. Weâ€™re staying the night in a hotel so we can get to the hospital bright and early. I know they help, but I really donâ€™t like ECTs. Not a fun time for me.
Please think good thoughts and send light my way.
Hereâ€™s to next week. Hoping yâ€™all have a good one, too.